New Moon...

In I'm reading this book I've noticed the title coicencides with my life. New Moon...I feel like that is what my 2009 has been thus far. I'm in a new place looking up at the new sky wishing on new stars. As I lay the new moon shines on me. Most things that were so normal to me now seem dramtically different. Or maybe I'm just different. Either way everything is changing. I won't say that I welcomed these changes with an eager and willing heart because I didn't. At first I was angry that I was being refined because it felt so uncomfortable. I felt like I was being tested and I was going to fail. But, I realized that the changes I'm seeing and experiencing make me lean on God more and I know that He is answering my prayers. I cannot see the future, I cannot see when these changes will radiate like the Sun. Only God can so I have to trust him. I find encouragement in knowing that God is disrupting things to send me a blesssing and THAT makes me feel honored and restored!